This I do know.
If God chooses to heal me, then God is God, and God is good.
If God chooses not to heal me and allows me to die, God is still God, and God is still good.
To God be the glory.
If you then, who are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father who is in heaven give good things to those who ask him!
Matthew 7:11